Yes, I have a confession...And instead of beating around the bush, blaming software and other situations out of my control, or not even identifying the obvious fact that it’s been a moment since anything has been sent out to you from me, I am just going to tell you how it is.
You see, the thing is, when I started Tiffany Tee World earlier this year, I really wanted to portray the real, raw, me...The good, the bad, the great, the rewarding, the ugly, the beautiful...EVERYTHING! Basically, I just wanted to share my defining moments that make up this intricate thing we call life. I had no idea what I was in store for…
Everything I share and am about to share is for the intention to educate people on my current human experience. I am not stating whether my lessons in life and the way I learn from them are wrong or right. I am just saying that this has been where I am messing up and what I am doing to improve it. I am sharing this info with you because I feel it is important to show what’s “really going on” especially when it seems as if everything in my life is perfect and I do this because my intention in life is to be a “living” example of living life on purpose.
Being in the position of living the life where you strive to make a difference, share your private world with strangers, and show a side of yourself that you don’t normally show to the world can be challenging, yet very humbling...at least it has for me. I used to be such a private person, heck, It was only a year ago that I got my first facebook account at the age of 33, lol!
But, when you find your purpose in life and you finally figure out what the hell you are supposed to be doing here on this planet and why you’re even existing right now, in this realm, at this time and space...you do things out of the ordinary that you normally wouldn’t do. I find myself doing this often and many times I have to do a double take when I look at myself and reflect on what’s going on in my life.
“Wow! What The Heck Has My Life Become?” “I am So Grateful...How Did I Create All This Goodness?” I often ask myself those questions. (In a good way) as I think of how my life used to be only a few years ago, and 8 times out of 10 I take a pause and stand back in astonishment.
A few years ago (2012-2013) I didn’t want to live...A few years ago I was facing a year of prison time…
A few years ago I lost everything in my life, both physical and non physical, that at that time meant the most to me. But fast forward to today and I am so happy and grateful that I am living a life beyond my wildest dreams so far, that I never ever imagined...that I never even fathomed!
What changed? I get asked this all the time and Love talking about it because the transformation and healing process is so real to me since I’ve actually lived it.
What changed was everything...Literally! There is not one thing I can target or pinpoint. But the main thing is I realized my purpose here in life, and not only realized it, but once I did, I started living it!
I changed the people I spent my time with, I stopped doing things that were harmful to my body, my mind, and my soul. I relocated back home to California from Montana. I started respecting myself, caring about myself, and loving myself enough to take better care of “me.” I found myself and recognized that I am very deep and layered but that’s me. Why would i change it? I started growing into accepting who I was even if it consisted of many intricate aspects of myself...it was still me.
I started participating again in my passions and started listening to and paying attention to that deep inner voice inside my head “my higher self” that always told me I was better than what I was doing and to get my shit together because the world needed more people like the person I was capable of being.
Most importantly though, I started meditating, self-reflecting, putting into practice the law of attraction, as well as the other laws of the universe. I started incorporating in my life more activities that allowed me to become self-aware, and I refused to be in a relationship until I had something to offer someone else again.
There is a big difference between knowing your purpose and living your purpose. I’ve made drastic life changes that have taken a lot of strength and courage to do. Honoring yourself and your decision I found was not the most easy thing to accomplish.
But with determination, a lot of emotional, mental, and soulful support, I have come this far and am able to write this letter to you all.
I am able to notice when I have things in my life that need improvement and work on improving them. I am able to give myself credit and pat myself on the back when it is deserved. And most importantly I am able to give back to the world and contribute my time and energy being the best version of myself so that in turn, the people around me may be inspired to do the same.
My main point is that I am able to write an email that goes to thousands of my friends, family, fans, followers and subscribers and say,
“Hey you guys, I have a confession! I haven’t been doing something that I said I was going to do and I am sorry...but I am working on improving this. Please accept my apology and thank you for your patience.”
I am able to own and take responsibility for the things that I am doing half-ass and the things that I know I need to improve on. And instead of pointing the finger or placing the blame on anyone or thing, I am able to do something about it...learn from it...and move on inspired.
So now that you know my confession of previously sucking at my email list and neglecting to interact in the way I intended, this is what I am going to do about it...
What I am going to do is make it a priority to consistently release the weekly inspirational content most of you probably subscribed for in the first place.
I am going to improve on providing more updates to you and making you more of a part of my world like I intended to do when first starting out.
I am going to make sure that when I publicly state something that I will do everything in my power to stick to it and see that it happens.
I hope you all compassionately accept my apology and I want to ask you a question…
What is your confession? You don’t need to tell me or anyone for that matter, but we have only 38 days left in this year...what is the one main thing you would like to change, improve on, do, get better with, or become better at?
Once you have your answer, my next question to you is, what are you going to do about it?
The thing is...I am just an ordinary girl with an extraordinary imagination who has big dreams...there is nothing more special or unique about me than any other person on this planet...I am just me. The only thing I probably do a little differently is I take action to be the best version of myself and choose to exemplify and live that in every area...Does it happen? No, not every day...but it happens a whole hell of love more then when I was choosing to do the other, and when I was choosing a to live a life of meaninglessness.
There is always something in our lives that we would like to improve, there is also always something in our lives to be grateful for and celebrate. The reason why self-awareness is so important to me and why I talk about how important it is in general is because without knowing oneself, it is extremely hard to know and understand one another.
I believe we are all one here on this earth and self-actualization/self-awareness is the key to being united as a whole. Because at the end of the day, there is little difference in human nature...Can you see?
The only thing that separates us are the limiting beliefs and perceptions that we choose to adhere to, and that tell us we are all separate and disconnected from each other in the first place. When in actuality, on a soul level, I am no different then you are and you are no different than anyone else...We are all of the same make-up, just with different genes, innate traits/qualities, and features.
Once we all realize this I truly believe we will become more loving, more compassionate, and more apt to take responsibility for ourselves and our actions so that we can all live better with each other in better harmony.
I invite you to “Purposefully Love Your Life & Live It Up” with me and do something that helps you become a better version of yourself before this year expires. And I wish you all the most success in doing so.
Many blessings of love, light, abundant health, and prosperous wealth to you and your families! Let’s improve ourselves so that we can help improve the world! Take care everyone!
~~Tiffany Tee~Always Love ~
"Wake-Up To To Your Human #Potential & Realize The #Infinite Conscious Being That You Are!
"BE THE #CHANGE YOU #WISH TO SEE IN THE #WORLD” ~#GANDHI~